If you might remember my bitch journals about the application course I need to attend in april this year you also might remember how pissed I was, certain this would lead nowhere then to a mastership in playing solitaire...
And I was totally and utterly wrong. From october I actually have a job, and a quite nice one too... (basically I am a graphic design assistant in a company, some people might know what and where, for the others, we sell bubbletea... yes! The teasensation that sweeps the nation. )

Its a job where I can work myself into, using my knowledge with computers and applications I have worked out over the years to finally do something constructive with it... other than making non-working, designflawed huge ass tanks.

So yeah, if you ever have to attend or go through something you are negative to, just roll with it... who knows, you might get lucky.